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What is a woman?

She lowers her voice, goes into an almost silent harmony of singing me to sleep. I could still feel her hand on my hair petting me as though i am still not more than her baby girl.
I close my eyes for that is the safest in the world i will ever be. That is where i have always and will forever belong; physically, mentally, metaphysically and emotionally, with her.
She thinks i dove into sleep, but i was savoring the silence while fully conscious of the moment and her presence.
I shared her life, i completely changed her, simply by existing. I watched her and followed her, i cried for her and laughed with her. I listened to her, i heard her. She was the woman who trained me to be myself, and by that a very similar version of her.
I saw her not as a mother but a person with dreams, hope and pain. I walked with her even ran to catch up; she made me.
What is a woman?
A woman loves, adores, risks and feels. She thinks, doubts, calculates, follows logic and her heart.
A woman cures and heals, she fixes the wreckage within men and other women. She picks others up but can destroy too. She has powers beyond reason. A woman is furious and insane.
A woman is intelligent and eloquent.
A woman smiles to let things go, she does not nag or worry aloud, a woman is responsible for her own problems and needs. A woman understands herself in order to contain others.
A woman is her and i. A woman is what was presented to me, a real show of endurance, dedication and truth.
A woman is still singing me to sleep though she has no one to sing for her. A woman does not pet me, she surrounds me; within and without.
The never ending song in my life..

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To save someone

Slow down, breathe, take a seat and listen. I understand all what you are going through, I am with you, and every step you take is mine as well. I don’t really know you but I want to, I am here to save you from yourself. Your pain hurts me, and your struggle weakens me. I am your friend today.

You need to let go of what is eating you, because it consumes me too. I don’t know your problems but I know mine and they are hard. We all need to be heard, and right now I am listening to your misery. Please stop breaking apart, it isn’t a beautiful sight, and I don’t want you to ever be anything but beautiful. But, unfortunately you are; and I will help you. Here’s a piece and there’s another; ill keep them for you. I know you hurt, and you don’t need all the pieces you’re shedding. Just keep your heart safe and guard your sanity for everything else can be fixed later.

You ache, and your tears evade your control. Your composure is past; all you know is wreckage now. But ill watch you, and ill reach out, for whenever you decide to climb out Ill be there to pull you up. I am with you.

I do not mind your screams, neither do I mind your hissing; the throbbing inside you echoes through me too. I will be your safety and your therapy, for I will not let you go. I will chase you to the darkest places in your soul and I will not let you go. So don’t bother push me away for it is no choice for you, you will be saved.

Take all the time you need to sort out your troubled mind; I will be sitting right across from you waiting for you to be ready. All this anguish, this worry in your eyes is everyone’s. Look around you, and you will see all the troubled minds accompanying yours. See, all those dark places in people’s souls they meet at some point. And you are there, so many people share your pain, you are never alone. Do not take solace in the misery, but embrace the hope in those saviors sitting across from each one of those hurting hearts. Just like me to you, there are many helping hands in those dark places.

For now I see you looking up, and asking for help, my time has come. I extend both my hands; give you your pieces and say: Slow down, breathe, get up and come with me, for I know the way back my friend.