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Introspection

silence;

Chipped and sharp, my nails are no longer white. They are grey and apathetic to the skin surrounding them. This is not about the flame, but about the cold. This is not about the good, it is about the uncertain. This is not about the truth, it is about the mystery; anything could be true […]

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Love memoirs

Latch

You mess up my hair, my bed and my mind. You change my accent, my perspective and my expectations. You shake my shoulders and beat my brains with words and tunes. You lift everything up and then we both fall through the crevices of eachother. You have no reason but your want. You need nothing […]

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inspiration

Grey on fire

I close these eyes, its too grey outside and I look for color. It’s too tame outside and I am distant. I am right here and I can’t move my head. I can’t grab sound and music is everything I want. And just as that bass drops, my mind crashes and it splashes all over […]

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inspiration

The day my friends turned into pigeons

Nothing is as psychotic as words on fire. Nothing is as absurd as a world thought to be eternal. Nothing breaks as pleasurably as a human being. I never crawled, I never walked, I sometimes ran but all it ever really was me standing still. Always speaking about the chaos in my mind never made […]

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memoirs

Tuesday Evening

Yet again I lay down on an ordinary Tuesday evening thinking to myself. I have music playing in the background giving every passing second a tune to call its own. I directly reach for my phone and I start writing because that is how I make myself useful. I always have the urge to write […]

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memoirs Music

Music in NYC

What do i make of this daily experience? What do i make of this irrevocable loud performance of confusion? What does one know against all odds, in light of every undiscovered soul and unheard sound? How will i ever be certain of any single thing in life if my mind considers admitting any type of […]

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Music

My Recommended Playlist 2

And When My Heart is in dire need of company; Music steps in and brings back the Beat. The Fray – Never Say Never Ed Sheeran – Give Me Love Sara Bareilles – Bright Lights and Cityscapes Pink – Try Mumford and Sons – Lover of the Light Nic Chagall ft Jonathan Mendelsohn – This […]