What it feels like

Do you want to know what happinness feels like? Do you wonder about the abundance or even absence of joyful moments in your life? I could ask away forever, but I won't, instead I am going to share what happiness look like for me, because who knows? It might help you find your own. He …

Lotus 

I still am the same soul underneath it all, except with more years, more truths uncovered, some disappointments, some achievements and so many conscious breaths. Days move and I move and life moves, days end and the night begins; just for me and my words. I peak through its curtains and I am summoned in. …

A song for the Living 

She sings and her voice taps at my skin, informally casually, she raises her voice and the tap begins to hurt, it begins to burn. She says all the right words, makes the perfect sounds and yet nothing else is perfect. Nothing besides that tune makes any sense.  The power we posess screeches to a …

Comfort Space

I peer out of this room, and suddenly nobody remembers my name. Suddenly four birthdays have passed since I last had a dream. Suddenly, I did not know where I had been.  Friends and family attempt to make life easier, and sometimes they do. But for the most part, things get tough, the world gets …

A Little Living

Strength has always been a quality i somewhat considered fleeting. People who appeared to be strong, suddenly collapsed and people who you would assume to be weak had an unbelievable consistency and resiliency towards life's twists and turns. It seems to me that through out my numerous rampages for insight across borders, humans and emotions, …

Break and Win

It is impossible to leave myself like this. I will not crack under all this pressure. If this door doesn't open up for me I'm breaking it the hell down. I have painted worlds and sang songs explaining decisions and embellishing truths. Weaknesses diminished as days ended all the same and mornings came as they …