Let the happy bubbles burst

The point, if you read nothing but this paragraph, and if you are looking for a sign is this: YOU DON'T HAVE TO. You can burst through the lies, one bubble at a time. You can start easily.

SELF PORTRAIT

Indecisive, uncertain, insecure, doubtful, unreliable, inhibited girl. Passionate rarely, apathetic mostly, lacking always.  Empathetic, nice, numb, sad. Grateful, undisciplined quitter. Heavy, shy, thoughtful, realistic. Logical, submissive, obedient, void. Soulful, selective, salient, secretive writer. Strange, different, proud, honest. Alone in a world of surrogate fillers; illusions of completeness. Tiptoeing  around self loathing while free-falling in love with myself …