A lot of the things that I want to say about getting married are being waved away by congratulating people. They dismiss the process and its Ok. Perhaps the experience isn’t as deep as I think it is, but perhaps the experience should be taken to its limits because nothing lived marginally in life is …
The choice becomes viable, either get free from all the exquisite mind traps or get sucked into the vacuum of it all and swept by guilt, regret, and blame.
There is a freeing sensation beneath all the weight. There is a knowing that you hold on to as long as you hold on to the child within you. The child always knows something, the child takes life as it is but also with an underlying understanding of the comedy of it all, the unrealness of it.
Bury the dead thoughts, conserve the ones that produce good energies, and recognize the negative patterns in time, and always, ALWAYS have your getaway wagon ready.
We are not what we do, we are not what we eat, we are not who we see, we are not the dreams we have, we are not the time we waste. Or are we?
The company responsible for changing our lives has decided to discipline us[...]to rescue us from our frail selves...because apparently, we can't handle our technology that well.
How do we break through the dread? How do we wake up consistently and find hope everyday? All I know is that it is immensely difficult, and whenever I or anybody else over simplifies the practice of living well, that's disillusion. Sweat and tears my friends, it takes overcoming negatives in all of their forms …