She walked

And so she held out her heart in a deserted land where air longed to be breathed. She watched as life stood still as she took off her beauty and undressed her shame. She swallowed the dryness of her past and hollowness of her presence. Nobody in sight, nothing but her own world surrounded her. …

Not just a run

The force of creation thrusts within your body as you run towards peace of mind. You focus on the burn as your muscles contract and you gain speed and push further. There is no end to this race except the break of your breath. The mind shuts off as percussion intensifies and your breath deepens. …

Days and Demons

She walks over days and demons. Life throbs within her and subsides at the walls of her skin. Blank face with an occasional grin, polite and reserved, nothing seems to break her or even move her. She stands and waits for a train to come and take her home, but she never seems to get …

Dear Mom,

Dear mom, I dreamt about you the other night, it was almost real. Then i woke up and i realized even though i felt you in my mind, we were still on opposite sides of this world, in different time zones. I then closed my eyes to see you again and i did. You always …

SELF PORTRAIT

Indecisive, uncertain, insecure, doubtful, unreliable, inhibited girl. Passionate rarely, apathetic mostly, lacking always.  Empathetic, nice, numb, sad. Grateful, undisciplined quitter. Heavy, shy, thoughtful, realistic. Logical, submissive, obedient, void. Soulful, selective, salient, secretive writer. Strange, different, proud, honest. Alone in a world of surrogate fillers; illusions of completeness. Tiptoeing  around self loathing while free-falling in love with myself …

Music in NYC

What do i make of this daily experience? What do i make of this irrevocable loud performance of confusion? What does one know against all odds, in light of every undiscovered soul and unheard sound? How will i ever be certain of any single thing in life if my mind considers admitting any type of …