There is a vagueness surrounding my body, as though I am melting into space. There are no seams anymore and little threads tying me up. It may take a few more days, maybe weeks until I completely lose form.
I never knew flesh, blood and bone could be so soluble. I never knew how easy it is to dissolve. My mind sinks deeper into an abyss as my heart wanders aimlessly blankly barely beating twice. The silence grows and space expands as I willingly shrink and give pieces of myself away.
Between words and below stares I hide and I learn to breathe again. I realize that there is no shadow anymore as I have melted into this world at will.
Breathing again; in and out until I find myself…somewhere, again.