It is what people call loneliness.it is that Reality rather than emotion that crawls into you. It is that truth that we live our life trying to avoid and run away from. Lonelinees, i cannot say it enough to make my self believe it. It is the darkside and the illhumored part of solitude of the soul. Simply it is separation from other beings that used to fill your hollowness as a human born alone. Lets call this a sad space here but a real one. This loneliness has a bestfriend. That bestfriend is a paper and a pen. When no other human has the capacity to capture your reality shock, that bestfriend steps in.